Thursday, October 29, 2015

seven whole days

It's been seven whole days
without your embrace.
I wanna see your face
I got some things to say.
Was just a week ago,
[I] said, I love you [baby] girl

seven whole days, seven whole days
since I heard your voice

Then a breath, a pause, [and you're gone]



I miss you baby girl.
You came into our lives 10 months ago and just like that you're gone. I miss your dimples, your smile without any teeth, your laugh, your dancing ballerina feet. You were so close to walking. I miss hugging you. I miss feeling your feet kicking me in the mornings and seeing those happy glimmering eyes staring back at me. I wish you a safe journey wherever life takes you. I thought I'd see you grow up but life is full of surprises. God bless you and protect you wherever you go. I love you mi bombon. </3



Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Guy: Do you like Star Wars?

Me: No, I have only seen bits and pieces of it.

Guy: Do you play video games?

Me: No. My idea of a video game is Pac Man.

Guy: Do you read comic books?

Me: No.

Guy: Do you like shopping?

Me: No.

Guy: Do you play any sports?

Me: No.

Guy: Are you normal?

Me: I just don't fit into these average categories.


After having this conversation I felt quite pathetic. I felt like I had no hobbies or interests. In my head I was thinking I like watching movies, reading, watching Korean dramas, etc but well that doesn't seem to be the most exciting of hobbies. People are drawn to interesting people and well my list didn't seem very captivating. But then again I'm a very introverted person and I like a lot of quiet time. Sure when the time arises I love to hang out with friends and I enjoy a good hike but I'm also okay watching Netflix on my bed, by myself haha.  Should I marathon the Star Wars series or start reading comic books? Or should I start playing video games? Probably not. Like I mentioned, I don't fit into your "average" categories. I did feel quite boring saying "No" to everything but maybe it just means I can't be read at the surface or with the most common categories. I like words, I like writing, I like proofreading essays, I like scrabble, I like blogging. I am me. & my interests may differ than yours but I'm not pathetic, I am unique. ;)

P.s. if we all claim to be unique, then are we really unique? hehe